fuck this.

I've been eating so much lately. I can't seem to get my control back. I feel so lost without my old feeling of familiarity which is fading fast. I had soup, noodles and quaver crips (only 85kcals, but still ergh) all spread out through the day. The last time I ate was four hours ago, though. I feel hungry now and I like it. I like it a lot. Please never go away, never leave me again. I can't cope without you. Without you I feel stuck. Like in a traffic jam where I cannot move for hours on end. I won't let you leave me again, I will have you back because I need you. I rely on you too much, you let me keep what little sanity I have left in this crule, lonely place

Survery AD: "Are you single?" Um.. yes, well what did you expect?

I've always been a suffer in silence kinda kid. Which landed me a therapist 'cause apparently it's not healthy to bottle up you're emotions